domingo, 21 de junio de 2015

A little more like Billy Elliot's dad

I know you are a gonna scream at me, and probably hate me for a while. You come from the mines and is that what you know of. I know is hard for you to understand.

You had other plans for me. Its not exactly boxing what you wanted but I know you have been training me for it since I can remember

I just want you to be a little more like Billy Elliot`s dad.

You are not a expert in the matter, and I dont need you to be one. I just expect you to be there when I take the bus. I will really need you there.

I hope you don't hate me forever, I will always try to make you proud. I promise you.

I know she wont mind, I know she will support me. We talk every time I need to. Maybe you and I could do it too.

I just want you to be a little more like Billy Elliot`s dad.

I hope to find the one that makes me feels good, make me forget everything, sort of disappear...  sort of disappear. Make me feel a change in me whole body, like there's a fire in me body. The one that makes me feel I'm just there, flying, like a bird. Like electricity.

I wish I find the one and we three talk about whatever you  want, it could be about boxing or football, or maybe ballet.

I just want you to be a little more like Billy Elliot`s dad.

We could joke and laugh, possibly I will make some special dinner when you visit.

My dream is one day we could make a trip to London, my dream is one day you will go to see ballet, one day you will go to see the one.